zombifying

AARGH.
yes.

ternyata gak bs cman selembar doang, there's waaaaaaay too much info T_T. selembar A2 takkan cukup. im thinking.. this'll take up 4 pages of A2.. okehh 4x$16.20= nyaris $65.. TIDAAAAAAK. harga yg sangat fantastis untuk sebagian dari tugas doang. the booklet is going to cost me around.. hmm 20$ perhaps(if i dont have to reprint things). OH. unless i can print the A2s at uni, smoga sama tony dikasi gratis. klo ngga dooohh matilah ini bokek berat.. mana baru benerin printer. abis banyak banget. halah ini pula.

identity belom juga beranjak. dari kemaren ngerjain ini. nekaaat.. and i dont even know the requirements for that presentation. okeh. better do that TOMORROW!!! omg. i hope we dont have to hand in anything yet or else im screwed... BIG TIME. uuuuuuhhh T___T.

wah kalo kaya gini caranya bisa2 gue hari minggu ga ketemu keyo. padahal dah lama ga ketemuan T_T. sedihhh.. uhhhh pastinya harus ngerjain lagi besok malem.

iv been staring at the screen for 4 hours non stop. again. and this is quite pegel ternyata, sitting on the side of my bed. it hurts my back somewhat, ya pegel2 gitu deh. tp enaknya klo udah lagi pegel2, gue tinggal rebahan bentaran for a minute sambil ngulet2 hehehe.

dari 4 jam ini, bahan schedule yg terproses baru stengahnya. but i think the 2nd half ga sbrapa banyak cuz its mostly repeated throughout the document. if this is done, then i can leave it for the time being. to focus on identity!!!

iv finished the booklet, somewhat. sbenernya klo mo sempurna i have to add some more things but im not going to do that to myself. ini mah bener2 cari masalah namanya. im sure tony & emily wont read through the whole document to see to the tiniest details. or.. will they?! OH STUFFIT!!!! gue jadi kepikiran terlalu banyak.

was planning to crash at 4.30.. tp ternyata molor lagi. its 5.47 already.
better sleep.

btw ktb hari ini was really... inspiring. smuanya sharing. mungkin krn jumlah org di ktb tadi cman 9, jadi ini memungkinkan. and i was reminded of a lot of things. cuz its like im leading 2 separate lives. well actually not 2, but mungkin perbandingannya saat ini adalah seperempat banding satu tigaperempat. while i know it should be integrated, with equal portions. what did adit quote? hmm something about "you dont live to serve, but serve to live". yg pasti i really need to get things into perspective. so thanks to the ppl yg teteupp ngepush gue untuk dateng ktb ^_^.

dah mulai pusing kepala. tandanya untuk tidur.